Is this death? There is no sound and no one else is so quiet ~ ~ I think I should be dead, because my body is all through now, but I remember it seems that someone said that when people die, their souls converge in one place, but why am I here?
Just as I was wondering, the unusually familiar sound appeared in my ear (is the soul still listening? )
"Hey, how come I’m busy and ran back from you just now? You know, this is not a place for you to avoid the world. "
I realized that I was "it" again, but this time it didn’t shine to cover myself up, but showed me my true colors directly, but I didn’t know what this time I looked at it, but I never felt fascinated again.
I want to show it my body and say, "Hey, man, look at me now. I should be dead, but I don’t know why I ended up here."
After listening to it, it shook its head as if thinking about some philosophy of life. After a while, it looked up and said to me, "This is the consciousness I created, which is where our souls belong together. Your soul will naturally appear here after leaving the body. What surprised me this time is how you can’t even keep your body. I can’t believe that the appearance of the soul state is a little disappointed in my mind."
I feel embarrassed to be said by it, and I feel uncomfortable in front of it.
It saw my embarrassment and smiled at me generously, explaining, "I am not disappointed in you, I am disappointed in myself."
「？ What’s the solution? 」
You inherited part of my strength, but you didn’t share my memory and consciousness, which is just a body with strength. This state is naturally difficult to support a master with a hundred years of actual combat experience, and it is very good that you have come this far less than a year since your awakening from strength.
This made me understand even more. I still don’t understand and asked, "What is the need for this to be related to your disappointment?" 」
"Listen to me tell a story." It called me to sit in "H"
At this time, the surrounding environment suddenly became a strange place. Although it felt like the earth, the sun could not be seen in the sky, and there was nothing but dark clouds. There are no plants on the ground, and rivers are full of cracks. The word "desolation" is simply created for this place.
"Here is? 」
"This is the place where I grew up and my hometown, a planet with a very similar earth." It spoke here in a calm tone and didn’t recognize any sadness.
"So how is your hometown now? It looks desolate. "
It was as beautiful as the earth before, although I don’t know the exact time, but it should have been destroyed a long time ago.
"…" I think I’d better not interrupt its story.
"At that time, there was a young man on this planet. He was always able to be the savior of this planet and lead people to restore the planet to its former vitality. At the same time, it was also the mission left to him by his deceased parents. He knew the way to make this planet see the sun again. Simply let this planet turn the clouds into rain and the sun will reappear, making this planet a paradise full of life again.
But naturally, those clouds that are not ordinary clouds will turn into raindrops because of being overweight, which is very strong. He has become stronger because of this belief. He has absolutely the ability to turn the clouds of the whole planet into raindrops. However, when he completed this "sacred" mission and saw the consequences of the disappearance of clouds, he finally realized that he was wrong. He not only lost all his friends, but also his favorite person. I don’t talk too much. That teenager who lost all because of paranoia is me. "
When it talks about these things, it seems that it is really telling its own story. There is no fluctuation in its words. Perhaps it is the sadness of losing relatives and friends. After years of grinding and washing, it has been deeply dusty in the bottom of my heart. Only when I am alone, I suddenly turn over the past and wake up with sadness and sadness to make sure that I am still a person with a past.
As an outsider, I guided him and said, "You did it because of the whole planet, and no one told you what effect it would have after that. I think you should not blame yourself too much."
It shook its head and continued, "It wasn’t at that time that’ she’ warned me about those clouds, so she suggested that I’d better find out why they were. Although I could feel that those clouds were not simple, I thought that all her worries were superfluous at that time, which would make up for the mistakes in the future."
"This I won’t white clouds into water behind everything disappeared? Is the whole planet flooded? 」
"Those clouds have always been the role of guardians to protect our planet, a protective layer made by my parents and people who burned their way of life, but I personally destroyed these clouds and exposed the earth to the universe without the protection of the atmosphere." With these memories being excavated little by little, it also changed slightly.
"It’s really unfortunate news, but it’s been so long since you were born. Don’t blame yourself too much. Since you can live, why can’t anyone else? 」
A faint smile appeared on its face and said faintly, "Our planet’s atmosphere did not disappear naturally, but was destroyed by a group of people who came to retaliate against aliens. They have been waiting for an opportunity to destroy our planet. Destroying our atmosphere is their first step because the special clouds contain enormous energy, and they have been trying to break through the clouds to harm us and directly destroy our planet. When the clouds disappear, the opportunity they have been waiting for for for a long time has come, although I have discovered their plot and invaded most aliens. Those who destroyed their own planet and "she" still managed to protect themselves, because I didn’t expect that the desperate alien finally led to the chain explosion of stars by self-explosion, which eventually led to the devastating collapse of the whole star where I was located, and "she" finally created a magic circle that could be crossed by her own life, and when I was able to return to that star field again, I saw nothing but floating stardust in the universe. "
"The story you told is really mysterious, like a fantasy novel."
It smiled at my words, although it sounded so sad and naive.
"Hey ~ Hey ~ Hey ~ Will you pay attention to this story? I haven’t finished yet. Don’t interrupt." At this time, our surrounding environment suddenly became a place full of green plants. "Because the magic circle passed through, I couldn’t feel where the soul of" her "was, so I wandered to many planets. After several disappointments, I finally made a decision that I would create" her ".
So I separated the elements from my body by my appearance and memory of her, and created a person whose appearance is exactly the same as her, and made her have independent consciousness and powerful power. At first, I wanted me to do this, which meant that she came back to me.
At first, I tried to make myself truly love her. She was the one I loved the most, but I made her not really "her". Even though her appearance was the same, their souls were qualitatively different. Finally, I gave her the true love that belonged to "her" by positive law. I left her, cut off her yearning for me, and I destroyed my body and hid here. My deep guilt for her will remain in my heart forever. "
"After hearing you say that, I believe that you and I are one and the same, and even imagine what happened …"
It smiled meaningfully and asked me, "You should be curious to know what you will appear."
At last, I nodded my head hard.
"That’s because I’m afraid."
"What? You’re scared, too? You have the power of conan the destroyer, and you didn’t die even in the Star Collapse. What can you be afraid of? I really don’t understand how tough it is, for example, when it is afraid, and when this "creature" is also afraid, what kind of emotion it will be.
He looked straight at me with deep eyes and sighed, saying, "I’m afraid I’m right and I’m afraid I’ll lose my lover again."
"How do you say this? 」
"After long years of thinking and karma, I have become stronger and stronger, and I have learned more and more things. When I do my best to think, I realize that my" her "fate lies in some invisible connection, and these words you know are karma.
I believe that if we are really destined to meet again, I will abandon the existing memory, and my soul will be in a state of consciousness, so that I can arrange for her to meet again there, but I don’t know whether it is based on an intuition or a hunch. I feel that even if I can abandon the memory of my previous life, she will meet again in this life, and then I will not only forget my missing for her in my previous life, but also lose her again.
I was afraid from the bottom of my heart that such a thing was born of missing her, so I was afraid of losing her. Fear became my biggest confusion. During years of ideological struggle, my soul showed signs of splitting, so I separated the part that insisted on meeting her and followed my fate to reincarnate. That was you. "
"unexpectedly let me bear this sadness alone, you despicable selfish guy ~! "I swung my fist at it, and it turned out that I was" made "in this way. No wonder my brain didn’t give up the past to authenticate my sense of being …
It didn’t hide or flash, and was bombarded in its face by my angry fist. Although I attacked it, it should even wear out its skin, but it was still very cooperative and was "hit" and fell to the ground. Maybe it thought it would be better to be hit by my fist.
It got up and sat down beside me and continued, "Facts have proved that my hunch has come true again. I know that you will hate me so selfish in your heart. You should also cherish my memory and strength in this life, just as you don’t want to forget your thoughts about her, just as you don’t want to erase your thoughts about Yue Lin from your memory. I’m sure you want to know what the last sentence she said to me is, don’t you?" 」
"She" is the previous life of Yue Lin? I really want to know what happened in Yu Yuelin’s previous life. I nodded my head very hard.
It tried to imitate the expression of "she" at that time and said gently "forget me and live well" with a satisfied smile.
"Forget about me and live a good life." I wait for a while savored this sentence. If Yue Lin had been able to speak, it would have been the same sentence. Recalling Yue Lin’s past, I couldn’t help but smile bitterly. "She’s so stupid."
It patted me on the shoulder and continued, "I don’t remember how long I’ve been wandering in the universe and how many places I’ve been. I remember the first time I called this place Earth, where the life form was transformed in the ocean. It was a big gamble for me. Whether I can meet her again, I will lose my memory of her forever, but if I don’t reincarnate, I will meet her again. Since you are another me, you should be very aware of my decision-making mood at that time."
"Yes ~! You’re right, "I said silently, holding my other self." I would also like to make such a choice to bet on my memory. I can’t. You should not act rashly when you remember her for hundreds of millions or more years, but don’t you think this decision is cruel to me? "I seriously pull the topic back to myself.
"Do you regret" her "metempsychosis met? "It asks.
"no ~! I want to know why it was easy for you not to save Yue Lin that night. "
"Before your first awakening, even I knew where you were, because I was in this consciousness. Although it is very simple to recreate, if Dharma sensed that you were there, even if I was tough, it would be hard to find you. If you could wake up before that night, everything would change." It looked at the blue Nai Tian and sighed, "I think this is how powerful fate is, so I can finally ask fate to bind me. Imagine if I were reincarnated instead of you, it would still be the same ending, right? 」

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